You are not connected. Please login or register

Old news & New Songs (Private/Azure)

View previous topic View next topic Go down  Message [Page 1 of 1]

1 Old news & New Songs (Private/Azure) on Mon Aug 15, 2016 9:54 pm

avatar
Azure was on his way to Finnek forest to leave something (It's snowing again it reminds me of my first day at Syne.) he thinks to himself as his hair covers his eyes, thinking back to his first day. He stopped to put oh his skates as he came across a frozen pond "Hello old friend nice to see you." he said looking at his own ice reflection. He stepped onto the frozen pond and started skating around on it like a figure skater until he started to carve something into the ice as he skated (Everything up til now was me being a child that's stuck in the past but now it's all going to change's) he thinks to himself as he almost falls after a spin. Azure stopped skating in the middle of the pond in the middle of a rose "There are some things that are best left unsaid among friends and loved ones too with this I leave my deepest  Pains." he says with tears flowing down his face as he smiles and begins to sing a song, As he starts singing the snow picks up.

Azure's Song:
Feel it cutting into me, the doubting painful knife

Feel it deepening the rift, finally hit just right

Couldn't take the love I had, so weak and burning low

But it grew into a weapon only hurting me, this I know


...is nonfiction


So good with numbers, science, math I like

But I'm terrible at English so I despise

This part of me that wants a simple "right or wrong"

And I feel that everything I choose will always be false


And today

This homework

About me

A blank sheet

Accomplished

Content with

This life I will now live

'Til I think why are we

just sometimes no always

Saying how we're sad and

Saying how we're lonely?


Can you even read the blackboard written clear as can be?

Can you even read his mind? See that kid's lost fantasy?

Can you even find the one who dyed his red heart to black?

Hey, who could it be?

Hey, someone tell me!


Can you even solve the question with your abacus yet?

Can you even stop the rope from hanging him by his neck?

Did we really choose it right saying we're okay this way?

Hey, just tell me how

It's not like I care now


Counting days like numbers, they all pass their prime

And again hypnotically swimming through time

Behind the power and guards I put up

I hide

Knowing they had long died


From problems

My resolve

Just can't solve

That homework

Accomplished

Content with

This life I will now live

'Til I think and he speaks

That demon inside us

Saying "let me just leave"

Saying "someone kill me!"


Can you even read the blackboard written clear as can be?

Can you even read his mind? See that kid's lost fantasy?

Can you even find the one who dyed his red heart to black?

Hey, who could it be?

Hey, someone tell me!


Can you even solve the question with your abacus yet?

Can you even stop the rope from hanging him by his neck?

Did we really choose it right saying we're okay this way?


Hey just tell me how

Hey just tell me how!


Can you even say the formula of area now?

Can you even scream the dreams you swore would never go out?

Who was the one who let my hopes just curl up die?

Hey, who could it be?

No, it's gotta be...

Just open up your eyes, why don't you grow up and see?

But what the hell is "growing up" and tell me when will I be?

Can a single person out there just explain it to me?

Hey, just tell me how

It's not like I care now!

the snow started to become more angry and violent as he finishes the song and the Ice under him start's to sink one by one until the peace under him falls and he starts to sink to the bottom (Goodbye Azure I leave you here in order to pick up a new path.) he tells himself as he swims back up to the surfaces "When Did my hair get this long?" he asks himself as he gets out the pond and heads back to the school with his blue hair glowing in the afternoon sun. (I know all my actions will stay with me but the feelings that came with them are now resting.) he thought yo himself as he boosted his speed to get to the school faster, when he arrives back at the school he takes a hot shower and falls asleep shortly after coming out and dreams of his grandfather and how its almost time for an old Phoenix family tridion to come back.

View user profile

View previous topic View next topic Back to top  Message [Page 1 of 1]

Permissions in this forum:
You cannot reply to topics in this forum